Gül

touch me

on loving and being loved

Oct 16 • 

Draft of a woman

1

September 2025

rain of people

maybe it is the fear of beginning, maybe i don’t know, but my words no longer slip out of my head,they circle inside like trapped birds.

Sep 27 • 

Draft of a woman

August 2025

i feel open

when i leave my writings at their sweetest point it becomes hard to return.

Aug 30 • 

Draft of a woman

1

something about safeness

i can't sleep, i haven't been able to sleep for days.

Aug 7 • 

Draft of a woman

2

July 2025

raw and rising

Every day, it feels a little harder to silence the chaos in my mind.

Jul 17 • 

Draft of a woman

1

i dont want to move , i want to move

A friend once told me they were afraid of what they might write and i think i’m starting to understand them better now.

Jul 13 • 

Draft of a woman

2

1

June 2025

let me be soft

How does a person gather their thoughts?

Jun 28 • 

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2

1

spiders within me

it took me longer than expected to put this into words.

Jun 19 • 

Draft of a woman

1

a funeral bent the flow of my time

a few days ago, we started the day with the news of my father's uncle's death.

Jun 10 • 

Draft of a woman

1

Mom,dad i love you but ,

i wanted to let some time pass before writing again , before romanticizing things, with taking action.

Jun 3 • 

Draft of a woman

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3

May 2025

Unfinished confession

this will not be my pause , this will be my start.

May 12 • 

Draft of a woman

2

i will

after a few days of feeling so high, i suppose a gentle fall was to be expected.

May 10 • 

Draft of a woman

1